Monday, September 4, 2023

Found Again

I have no music to my lyrics.

No wonder to my wanting.

I run away from my desires,

But no matter now—

My dreams are gone…


I love my life in many ways 

But sometimes I just have to say—

What would it be like 

Had I gone down different roads?


I have no music to my lyrics.

No wonder to my wanting.

I run away from my desires,

and I don’t really know why.

And no matter how hard I try…


I just don’t know 

when I will be 

Found again.


It’s hard to tell 

If there may come a day 

When I’m awake again.


Cause it’s easy to run along

When my 

Life moves so fast.


But all I know now 

Is I feel I am giving in

To a life I never planned.


It’s hard to understand 

How I got to where I am.

Every second chance

Just seems another failed plan.


I always know just how I feel

But it’s hard to know all that is real.

I’m living, breathing, now I’m leaving 

All I am

In your hands…


I have no music to my lyrics.

No wonder to my wanting.

I run away from my desires,

But no matter now—

Is all hope lost?


All my life I’ve felt like I just 

Don’t belong. 

Please prove me wrong. 


My insides are so mixed up.

I’m so lost I could drown. 

If I’m not found…


Again.


God loves me 

And that’s one thing that I don’t ever doubt. 


But I can feel this hurt

Welling up all around.

I run in circles

Looking for some sympathy.


One day maybe I will break free.


God I’m here praying that you 

find me again.


And you will.


I’m waiting here at your door.





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