Abandoned

You’ve found a home. 

There’s Someone there.

He sees your tears and

Gives you hope. 

You’re not abandoned anymore—

Standing in the rain.

God came to Earth to cease your

pain.*

An except from a song I wrote in high school**

Found Again

I have no music to my lyrics.

No wonder to my wanting.

I run away from my desires,

But no matter now—

My dreams are gone…

I love my life in many ways 

But sometimes I just have to say—

What would it be like 

Had I gone down different roads?

I have no music to my lyrics.

No wonder to my wanting.

I run away from my desires,

and I don’t really know why.

And no matter how hard I try…

I just don’t know 

when I will be 

Found again.

It’s hard to tell 

If there may come a day 

When I’m awake again.

Cause it’s easy to run along

When my 

Life moves so fast.

But all I know now 

Is I feel I am giving in

To a life I never planned.

It’s hard to understand 

How I got to where I am.

Every second chance

Just seems another failed plan.

I always know just how I feel

But it’s hard to know all that is real.

I’m living, breathing, now I’m leaving 

All I am

In your hands…

I have no music to my lyrics.

No wonder to my wanting.

I run away from my desires,

But no matter now—

Is all hope lost?

All my life I’ve felt like I just 

Don’t belong. 

Please prove me wrong. 

My insides are so mixed up.

I’m so lost I could drown. 

If I’m not found…

Again.

God loves me 

And that’s one thing that I don’t ever doubt. 

But I can feel this hurt

Welling up all around.

I run in circles

Looking for some sympathy.

One day maybe I will break free.

God I’m here praying that you 

find me again.

And you will.

I’m waiting here at your door.